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It’s almost my birthday. That’s kind of crazy! That really snuck up on me and I’m not sure how I feel about it. Usually I am One for Birthdays and all about them, and I AM excited to be 31, not 30, but…whatever. Not feeling the excitement.

It may be because…

I am so tired. I am so sick of being so tired. I can’t sleep. I am so sick of not being able to sleep. Last week was way improved and this week is back to suckiness. I have no idea why at this point so I just give up.

UGH!

I am also sick of flakes/having to PULL TEETH to make plans with people. OK so yes I know this goes completely against my “spend time with MYSELF/see no one!” declaration of earlier, but, it is discouraging when people you hardly ever see flake last-minute but then don’t respond to attempts to re-set-it-up (last week), OR when people are all “yes I want to see you! when!” and you give them a time and then…nothing (many times recently). LAME-O. It’s enough to want to make a gal stick to the Short List forevermore. Suckas!

BUT then I get to spend time alone which I love so that is good I guess. Just…kinda discouraging.

Also annoying? Hipsters obsessed with making fun of sports fans. You know what, hipsters? I’m gonna go make fun of your music mixes, coffee habits, and plaid shirts. And all your other obsessions. HIPSTERS, grr.

ANYWAY. We had a lovely weekend. Lots of raking Saturday, a beautiful day for it…short bike ride…yoga/dinner with Kristin Friday, boom!, where we had lovely conversation and she gave me some really cool makeup!…sleeping IN (see, body, there, I slept! Just keep it up…argh)…taking it EASY…going to Lowry for DATE NIGHT! then awesome Zelda concert!!! OH HOW I LOVED IT, so great, so many people dressed up (as Link/Zelda/etc, ha) and/or carrying 3DSs, hilarious, and so beautiful just to listen to the music too (even if I don’t know it) and see Jeff so HAPPY!…swimming/hanging out/baking Sunday, and talking to my Grandma is a charged political convo, heh…and somehow, GOOD SLEEP. Damn, what is the key?! But yes, a lovely weekend, if chilly.

That’s all I got…I should eat something. Happy birthday to Todd tomorrow, Kelly/me/Rich Thurs, and a couple others on Fri. I miss Jenny!