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I will be back later (I hope, anyway) to do a major JENNYWEDDINGFEST post. In short: it was OUTSTANDING in every.single.way. Best.Wedding.Ever. Etc.

However…

This week is very busy and I am fighting some phantom sickness. So. But I’ll get to it, I really will! I just wanted to note something(s). Basically this: last summer was all about PARTYING and REUNIONS and HEAT. And ignorant bliss? 2011 man.

I’m not sure what Summer 2012 will be about, nor what I want it to be about. For a brief moment I thought it was set to be a really depressing, Bell-Jar-ish stretch, with the Olympics(!!!!!!) happily sprinkled in. But now I’m thinking it’s about this: Relaxing…down time…+ being w/ only Jeff/and other select, particularly-close friends/isolation (in a good-ish way). Basically doing WHATEVER I WANT and not giving in to social/societal pressures. Riiiiiight.

We shall see.

Also worth nothing: this morning I actually woke up HAPPY about nearly EVERYTHING in my life, and it had been weeks+ since that happened. It was amazing. I know better than to trust it, but still. It’s a start.

I love Jeff. And JENNY!

Adios! More later.