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October 12th, 2011

mentally rewriting history

It is exhausting trying to chase a fantasy-reality that does not exist, has never existed, and will never exist. Do you know what that’s called? Delusion. Fantasia. Insanity. Etc.

Much better to embrace the actual, true, clear, present reality and the possibilities THAT holds. Vs. clinging to something that only existed in dreams and thoughts and unintentionally-cast-aside plans. Odds are THAT reality is and will be pretty great – and it can’t be worse than depending on something that doesn’t exist, like goblins, like fairies, like fairness, to appear.

Embrace actual reality.

Also, sometimes it’s better to say F the journey and embrace the DESTINATION. Destiny.

Reality.

Fantasy

TRUTH.

31. Not that old.

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2 Responses to “mentally rewriting history”

  1. Christie said:
    October 13th, 2011 at 10:35 pm

    Besides, 31 is an odd number. 2 odd digits are better than one?!
    I thought of you and your “journey” when I read this a while ago: http://marriageconfessions.com/2011/08/28/we-are-there/
    You’re almost there. 🙂

  2. lxforever said:
    October 14th, 2011 at 8:53 am

    GOD it doesn’t feel like it but I hope you are right. 🙂

    Yeah, 31 is OK, and it’s not old, right? ( 😉 ) And 2013 is pretty cool too. Just gotta get through 2012/30 I guess. : P

    Thanks for thinking of me.

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