August 2nd, 2011
demons, dissipating
“When I counted up my demons / saw there was one for every day / put the good ones on my shoulder / I drove the other ones away // If you ever feel neglected / if you think all is lost / I’ll be counting up my demons, yeah / hoping everything’s not lost”
—Coldplay
Summer high dissipating, dissipating, no no no. I knew August might do this to me. No, no, no! It’s been so good I think I’m extra afraid of it NOT being good, like I just don’t know if I can deal. No no no.
(Yes I realize this is crazy to post right after my last post, but I AM crazy, so…there.)
Hoping this is (again, like in July) a one-or-two-day thing. Hope hope hope. Not ready for this yet.